Alison l would like to believe you know that this is not what we wanted but it is well😭 . The long hours we spent together in hospital in the last few weeks of your life were meant to see you come home and see you get well again but it was out of our control. The years I have spent with you taught many things , I have become a better and stronger person because of you . I can even work anywhere because of you because in you l saw it all .As the years passed by You were no longer just a person that I look after but you also became my best friend and family member. Tears may dry up but you will always hold a special place in my heart . Words can not express how much I am heartbroken because all I wished for you was to get better and come home to carry on with life instead you were taken away from us ,but it’s ok . How sad to see the doors of Newfield lodge closed because you are no longer staying there, it’s sad to see the support team who looked after you at home going to work in different places because you are no longer there for them to come to yours and look after you.sometimes It feels like you have gone somewhere for a while and you will come back to your beautiful home I will miss your sweet face and your smile Ali ! You fought a good fight mama and you did it very well .May your beautiful and gentle soul rest in peace ❤️